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Devastation X 2

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Naja

Joined: 05 Jul 2008
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Location: New York

Devastation X 2
The have and the have nots
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Well I really don't know where to begin with this post. My BFF has lived a very stressful life for her young 33 years of age. She is a single mother and has really struggled. I have been trying to call her for a little over a week but have not been able to get her. I sent her many messages on FB and she did not answer back. I threatened to send the police to her home today on FB and she wrote me back telling me that she was in the hospital and a had turned her phone off for the last few days because she didn't want to talk to anyone. I would not take no for an anwer about talking tonight and pressured her to the point that she caved. Well it turns out that she is 4 months pregnant. She is devastated about finding out that she is pregnant and bottom line does not want this baby. She said that she did not want to talk to me because she knew that I would not want to hear her talk about not being happy about being pg and actually saying out loud that she did not want the baby. We talked for a while and I tried very hard to be supportive of the whole situation but inside I was in shambles. I know it it not for me to question God's plan for anyone or anything but I truly don't understand why some get and others don't. If there was ever a person that does not need another baby at this point - well I don't even want to finish. It is not even not having all the nice things it is about the necessities. I wont; even go into the why me and all that because I am officially done with that. I will probably post tommorrow when I have had some time to disgest this but I just needed to get something out rather than punching my walls (my walls are all exposed brick) DH is in NY training for his new job so he is not here. I am all be myself with my thoughts and that is never a good thing. I don't know who is more devastated at this point- me or her?

Posted: Wed Feb 10, 2010 5:50 am

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*2000- Laparascopy- right tube blocked, stage 2 endo. Took Clomid for 6 months. 6 months of BFN

*8/2008-11/2008 HSG- right tube blocked, diagnosed with PCOS-Metformin 1500mg, high FSH, took CLomid 3 months, all cycles cancelled due to only having eggs on the blocked side.

*12/2008 Follistim 150 mg- cycle cancelled due to eggs on left side not maturing as fast as egg on blocked side. BFN.

*12/2008 Follistim 300mg, Ganarelix, HCG. 1st IUI 1/7/09, 2nd IUI 1/8/09- AF 1/18/09. BFN

*1/2009 Follistim 300u, Ganarelix, HCG IUI 2/2/2009, BFN

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