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Time to move on

I think it's time for me to move on from TLOL. I've gotten great support here, but I feel kind of lost right now, left behind maybe? I'm not the same as I was when I started this journey. I've gotten a bit jaded and the excitement of TTC has worn off. Right now I feel like I'm in a battle just to make it to the other side intact.

So, I've started a new blog on blogspot. You are welcome follow me there though. Here's the link.

You've all been very supportive and I really appreciate it. I may update or come back to this blog if/when I make it to a better place.

Thanks!

4 comments

Sunny I said,
Mon Sep 28, 2009 11:26 pm

I would love to follow your blog, though I don't always comment, I read your journal daily - and I pray your dreams become reality very soon as nobody deserves it more...
islanddog said,
Tue Sep 29, 2009 12:20 pm

I will miss you but I understand your sentiments. I felt very left behind in many respects at many times on TLOL. Since I was here 2 years TTC I watched just about everybody that started out with me get pregnant and have their babies and more came along and I watched the same thing by the time I managed to get pregnant this time. Of course this only mirrored my real life too. No less than 18 people that I know announced their pregancies while I was trying. All but one have had their babies. That one is due November 5. I know you will achieve your dream. Sunny I is right, nobody deserves it more! Take care!
professorchaos said,
Tue Sep 29, 2009 1:17 pm

I went through this myself and took a break from TLOL. I don't know that I would have come back if I did not finally get pregnant. It was too heart-breaking (for me, personally) to see all these pregnancy announcements cropping up each month, and while I wished everyone the best, I kept questioning, "why is it not happening for me? One healthy little baby is all I want..." Believe me - I cried just about every month when it did not happen.

Another friend of mine (who I met online here) also left and she has yet to come back. She felt the same. I lost touch with her, so I don't know if she's still trying or what, but we both went through very similar things.

As you stated, the support here is wonderful. I know many of the ladies have gone through similar struggles (some more than others, some way more than myself) - so you know you are not alone in this - but at the same time, you feel alone (at least, I did) when you are going through it.

I truly hope your dreams come true! Believe me, when I hear someone say they are pregnant with kid #100, I think about you and others still trying for that first little one, and wonder why it takes so long for some, yet comes so easily for others. That's not to fault those it comes easily to - bless them for being able to conceive quickly and frequently - but it does make you wonder why it's not that way for everyone.

I know we'll never know why - but the thought does cross my mind.

Ok - enough of my rambling. Just want to wish you the best - and to let you know that I do think about you!
Elise L said,
Wed Sep 30, 2009 4:59 pm

i will definately follow you, i also have a blog over there...my username is rarrimali0n