I'm a little concerned and will call the OGBYN today.  Ever since I delivered I have felt significant weakness in my abdominal muscles.  I've never noticed this after my 2 previous births.  It is difficult to cough b/c of this.    Also I have been getting a burning pain in my lower abdominal area when I laugh too hard, cough, or even bend a certain way!  Add to that a feeling of pressure on my bladder as the day progresses... For the last two days it feels like my last days of pregnancy....whenever I stand up I feel pressure on my bladder like I have to pee, but then I try to go and not a lot comes out.  I start my day off ok... it seems to get worse as the day goes on.  DH thinks I need to give my body more time to heal before I start worrying.

In other news... Baby Derin is doing great.  She goes to the doctor for a check up tomorrow.  I can't wait to see how big she is.  I am exclusively bf'ing and it is going superb.  My engorgement is finally gone!  Good riddance!  My nipples are still a bit sore, but I can tell they are getting better.  Derin's cord fell off so she had her first big girl bath on Saturday.  I wouldn't say she loved it, but she didn't cry.  She just had this very concerned look on her face the whole time!   We took lots of pics and video.  My Mil has been telling me how Derin reminds her of my oldest DSD.  I got out some of her newborn photos and sure enough.... there is no denying it.  They look so much alike.  But here is the kicker... DSD looks just like her Mom.. SO HOW IS THIS POSSIBLE?  Now, I'm not complaining b/c DSD is beautiful and so is her Mom.. But how did her genetics make it to my womb?  LOL!  Anyway..  I know Derin will change a million times between now and her first birth day.. so we will see.  My Mom brought over a few of my baby pictures.  Derin and I have the same profile as of right now.  I'll take what I can!

Last night Derin went to sleep at 9:45 pm and woke up at 1:45 am to eat.  She was awake for about an hour.. I fed her on one side, changed her diaper and fed her from the other side.  I put her to bed at 2:20 am and she slept until 6:00 am.  She ate and went back to sleep.  She does very well for me.  I am so blessed.  We all love this baby so much.  Zane is so in love with her too.

Speaking of Zane.. He is acting out a bit.  I've just noticed that he is being less than nice to his big sisters.  This sucks b/c when they come over they are so excited to play with him.  He is more than excited to play with them..  So why does he treat them so poorly?  I have to punish him constantly when they are here.  Also, when/if he gets hurt lately he really gets upset and cries.  Usually he sucks it up... but in the last several days he really wants hugged and kissed.. This is fine by me.  Derin is such an easy baby and sleeps so much.. when she sleeps I make sure to spend some extra QT time with Zane.  So far it is going very very well.  I'm blessed.

Well, I better go take a shower while baby is sleeping.