I had my post D&C appt. today... SUCKED!!!

I'm retaining tissue, AND have a rapidly growing endometrioma on my evil left ovary. HELLOOOO just had surgery for this on October!!!!!!!!!!!!  No wonder I have had so much low back pain and pressure. I asked if we could just take the damn thing out, I mean you only need one, and my left evil ovary has no tube, and it's making life really yucky for me... My Dr. says she could, but because it's so F'ed up in there she doesn't think she could remove it laprascopicaly.  DOWNER.  I don't want to get opened up again if I can avoid it.

So I'm already gearing up to Ovulate, she told me to expect my period in just 2 weeks. If this period doesn't get rid of the rest of the "tissue"  I get to go back in for another D&C!!!! YAY!!! and while she's doing that she can get the cyst out.  If my body decides to clean itself up, I'm stuck with an endometrioma, and pain unless I opt for another Lap to get it out.  I'm really REALLY not up for anymore surgery, so I'm hoping I just get pregnant and then they can deal with it at the time of delivery as I would be having another c section... I hope I hope I hope it goes this way.  In the meantime apparantly it's ok for me to be loading my kidneys with ibuprofin......which doesn't even really work very well.... <sigh>  I'm gonna go douse myself in holy water and pray......

In the meantime I was adopted by a stray kitten that seems to be possibly knocked up.... Oh the humor of God!!!  I did say I wanted a baby after all....