Devastating news - well as you know ive been bleeding for 2 weeks ...... well sadly i lost the baby on thursday morning early at 1am ish    sooo sad, started passing tiny clots on wed nite had t go t hospital they said my cervix and womb were shut so sed it was a threatned misscarriage ( i knew i was going to lose it i had a feeling ) so went home had a bath and went to bed sat up for a drink and just felt it come away so went t loo and there it all was tiny lil pink thing ( i presume was baby) was about an inch long  so went back in and got admitted had scan thurs morning and wasnt anything there .... sooo devastated - cant remember being in this much pain in my last misscarriage , going to ring the ward agen nd asked to be checked over mite sound silly but i feel really open inside nd nacks to go t loo im going on holiday on the 16th nd want to know everythings ok before i go - i know it sounds awful but im glad it happened now rather than when i was away i been terrified incase it happened while i was away- so now i REALLY do need this holiday, AND to make it worse my twin brothers girlf just found out shes preganant shes 13 weeks ( sooooo dam jealous )ill probs cry when i see her wishing it was me - really wanted this baby.......always nxt time i hope .....maybe it was a boy and maybe i just cannit carry boys?????